It’s not extreme to a person with Autism/Aspergers.
Or…that’s irrelevant ? The one time I told my stories (all violent) on my Discord everyone just read and didn’t comment much. Some folks extrapolated that I’m a serial killer.I’m not joking. Several (3 to be exact) have said that to me. Pretty wild. I love animals, never wet my bed or started fires.
Violence makes things stop or start.
Whatever you’re going for.
In the micro or the macro. This is what works and always has.
Being a Father has made me lock a big part of who i am away.
I never kept that from my GF who became my Wife. I’m the Bad Guy with the big heart.
Kai will never see it.
Quitting violence is as easy as drugs and booze.
Just hit the switch.
I agree completely that change comes from pain and violence and death.
Tribes and nations and religions have been using it since humans gathered under their flags.
It will never ever be different.
I have another perspective also from where I see how everything decays slowly and goes to shit. As someone who works with students in their first mostly and something in second year of university education for almost 10 years … the decay is so obvious and change in attitude and core values towards life. At this point I have even problem to single out a student that is capable with knowledge (this is easier) but also with mental growth and maturity to work with me and get teaching position and everything through time same as me. Another problem is that we are small and poor country but even if we weren’t the trend is global for this stuff. I just hope we can maybe at some point return to something remotely normal.
Agreed. Was very different person in my early days also
Having Sex, Taking DMT or being in a violent encounter were the only times I felt alive. Almost getting killed did it too but those were never planned just surprises.
Then my Son was born.
Then he startd talking to me…askng me things. Telling me he loved me. Calling me “Pappa”
That’s kinda what I was born for. Feels like being alive all the time. Not just at the Adrenaline moments.
I feel healed loved and saved all at the same time
Yeah that’s the kinda shit I can’t personally understand. I love animals, I love people (as a default, tend to dislike people I know more often than not lol) and most times would rather help an animal than people because of my general outlook on people. I’m sure I’m on the spectrum somewhere, no idea where that factors in, don’t give a fuck, my stance from my personal experiences and what I’ve been able to learn from history is that violence is the seed of change. I’ve been bullied, fought back, and solved my bullying problem as a kid. Played football as a teenager for a lot of years, had a coach that was a total dickhead and picked on me for no reason, tackled him in full gear at a full sprint, help him up after he regained consciousness and knocked him back out with a punch, solved that instantly. I feel like there’s a 95% rate of people that need to get punched directly in the face until they see stars. Bullying stopped at some point and while I do think that had some positive effects, it also got rid of a lot of the concept of punishment for a lot of people and when it stops happening in schools, it never gets corrected afterwards when the consequences stop. It just manifests as other forms of bullying and control that are a lot harder to prove and stop. At some point, the coddling is becoming an inherited weakness.
People are losing their sense of fight. We might not need it in a perfect utopia, but if you think we’re anywhere close to a utopia in the current day, I’m sorry, but you’re a fucking idiot lol. We need to keep fighting as long as we can or we’ll be beyond saving within our lifetimes.
Quoted just because…everybody needs a good beating to get humbled and learn.
Kai, can never get it from me but his Wrestling gym?
Someone someday will mount and choke/twist him up and it’s gonna suck for him.
I get to tell him “Try Harder”
Yeah, honestly almost identical experience lol. Feels like you can breathe 10 times as deep in the moment of all of them. I remember walking into my buddies house probably 6 months after my dad died (early, at 51 totally out of nowhere) and him and a couple buddies were sitting on a couch giggling. My buddy had a bag of DMT and a pipe and I hadn’t had any hallucinogens in probably 10 years and was in probably the worst headspace of my life and in no way was it probably the “correct” time for a trip like that, but it was absolutely the right time and for whatever reason I just dove in without a second thought.
I remember fully blasting off and having a trip that was not only a total ego death trip, but a trip that left me, even after totally sobering up and lasting for years even up through now in this current moment, feeling like no matter how bad things get and no matter how overwhelming I think things are to me personally, that none of it is really that big of a deal in the scope of life or existence in general and that bit of reassurance has given me so much positivity in life since it happened like 10 years ago. Yeah bad shit happens, even life shattering and totally transformative things that alter your entire life path, but it doesn’t fucking matter. All that matters is how you handle it. People have a lot more control over their lives than they’d like to admit, but the small amounts that are out of our control seem to dominate our consciousness while being a really small and usually insignificant part of our lives and those things out of our control rarely ever actually end up changing a single fucking thing in the long run.
Any opinion on those new FiiO EH11 old school looking headphones? There are similar looking Moondrop Old Fashioned but these are wired, FiiO are wireless. I see reviews suggested with some sensational headlines, probably just bait or sales tricks. Although both sets are quite cheap around 25-30 euros, so budget IEM price bracket.
I know Mark from Super liked them. I recently tried the EH13, but like the iphone app didn’t work. So because of that it’s not really worth it for iphone users, only dap/android people.
I have Android and won’t change to Iphone ever and simple Tempotec V1 user They seem reasonable choice for portability and on the move because of the price if they are good. Still haven’t decided on tws, dongle or something like the EH11 if sounds remotely good for portability.
Not the best environment to try them in, but I liked them so much at CanJam that I bought a pair for my wife. They should be coming in next week. I can leave some extra impressions for you once they come in, if you’d like.
I thought they sounded rather decent in stock form, but their excellent build quality, and access to 10 band PEQ is what sold them to me.
I tried a friend’s unit, I’ve been trying to buy one as well, but like @ChaosRyuu mentioned, It’s always out of stock. The next restock is expected to be april 1st or 2nd week.
But also helped me with meditation and calming me and my temper.
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